My indolence has made me neglect this blog for nearly a month. I could say that I was very much preoccupied by the workload since the commencement of lectures... But that would be a LIE. I suppose some things just don't change. Procrastinate is what I do best.
People often assume that along with the new University life, comes new beginnings where everything goes to ''refresh''. Some even live by the principle that this big leap will give them a clean slate. I was one of them... hoping to start afresh. However, that miserable hope of mine came crushing in as the weeks passed by. I find myself holding on to who I was before and building the past all over again. The people, the hobbies, the thoughts, the actions, the dreams, and the failures... I repeat them all again, reflecting the past that I loathed. I guess, from that, it's reasonable to say that the reset button of reality is non existent. I am who I am, and my fate is what it is. Challenging it, would only take me back to phase 1, where hope of change permeates my mind, only to have disappointment hit me after.
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