Potato is the new cheap.

I'm having a serious depression now. Everything about the UK finally kicked in. Here I am, half way across the world from my lovely home in KL, and for what reason? To study law at some university. LAW. Of all subjects...it had to be law. There is nothing fun about that word and whats related to it. Nothing interesting or different and unique to it. It's such a "shereen" move to mindlessly choose that course just so she can wiggle her way through life. Unlike many of my friends who went to the US, I am stuck with law, and can only do classes that have been set by my university. I don't have an option to learn another language, or learn one or two FUN things. All I can do is read my law books and memorize the f**k out of them. Hopefully things can get a little more entertaining than that when I do start uni.... ):

Another reason for my sudden depression is my realization of how pricey everything is in the UK. My phone bill is going to be 5 times higher. My internet, 3 times. And I don't even want to think about rental, electricity and water bills. Being as *kiamsiap* as I am, WHY did I chose to come to the UK?! I now have to multiply everything by 5 before I make a purchase, and with every swipe I make with my debit card, a piece of me dies inside. Haha. So drama, I know. The only thing cheap so far are potatoes. DAMN cheap. It's around 99pence for a BIG BAG of potatoes. This just means that I'll be putting on a lot of kilos from all that potato-carb diet. Beh.

Overall, my point here is that I SUCK AT MAKING DECISIONS. The choices I make, always bite me in the end. Maybe thats why I chose the UK, there's just too many choices in the US in terms of classes for first year students. I like my easy way out, but I always find it to be the toughest way when I'm half way through. Don't have me started on what happened when I chose to skip PMR and SPM and go take IB at MKIS. BADDD BADDD choices I make.

May the rest of my stay in the UK be better.
Ayyyymen.